Oof.
Sometimes i just don’t know how im feeling. Im not sure if im happy, or if im sad.Or if there’s anything else im feeling. im just really blah. life is moving at turtles pace. Im not doing anything extra special with my time. Im just living. i miss the excitement, i miss the challenges i used to face. I want something, i need it to feel content with everything. there’s nothing more i could want right now than something to give me feelings..
current inner thoughts.
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Friday January 4th
I just want to feel important to someone. I require more love than most, Ive had a terrible child hood and early through late teens.. I just wanna feel adequate…… why does this have to be SO difficult . - .
And goddamnit brain, stop tricking me into falling for trashy or mean girls. just choose someone worth our time!! -__________-
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Sunday October 14th
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Wednesday October 3rd
I hate how ive been feeling these past couple of days. nothing makes sense and my mind is so foggy...
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Tuesday September 25th
this concert was wonderful <3
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Monday September 10th
1989 Advertisement for the Godzilla GameBoy Game
Needless to say, the game does not live up to the ad.
Also, first actual Tumblr post. Hello, internet.
(via invasionofcoffeemonster)